Hello everyone!!!

T'was a doctor day (REGULAR!) just to check up on how i've done with all these bloody tests. I currently had one for my spleen and liver, just to check up and see if it isn't my liver causing the problems, or if it's my silly big old spleen which can be taken out with much fuss. Oh joy.

Anyways, I lost 10 pounds since going to the docs, so yay!! I am currently 193, and am closer to my goal of being 185-170. I just have to keep eating more good foods and such. This afternoon I had both a veggie medley that was good, and a fruit salad that was to DIE for (it has raspberries!).

It was pretty manditory. Her cute student assistant asked me all sorts of questions, I explained things, ect. Then she came in and rehashed, and basically she refilled my meds. I also got a blood sugar reader, just to check my sugars and see how i'm handling them. Very cool? I don't know. i'm not looking forward to pricking myself. :P

Otherwise, i'm dealing with school things. I have a three page paper due soon. :( Like, tomorrow. urgh. I'm done with this quarter, someone take me off, please?

Oh dear. I'm sorry. I've been rambling too much. Here. here's some Captain jack for you. He's been visiting the doctor! Which makes Inato jealous!

Within the hour I have

-Vaccumed my floor.
-Cleaned out some books I didn't want, and add new ones that could fit.
-Dusted my room
-Changed my sheets (To nice warm flannel ones!)

jeez, I went through a nesting fit there.

bur my room smells so good (clean!!) and now I can hang out here without freaking about dirt and such on my floor.

♥

Oh Torchwood, why did I deny you so long?

And the beauty that is Inato Jones?

And the even more amzanigness that is Inato/Jack? HOLY SHIT. Hotter than the sun.

Oh no....

Shit on a stick. I didn't pay attention to what fort it was. My cousin Shane (who is basically like my brother, we're a month apart) is there at the moment. I mean, we're not close any more, but he's family.

I dunno, whoever cares, please pray that he wasn't killed. He has a new wife and a child on the way.

brb, chaning panties. My current ones have been set on fire.

P.S: Anton, your voice is silky smooth. PLZ to be doing more accoustic stuff. While I love the punk and rough sounds of the EP, that voice is too beautiful to be screeching. ♥

P.P.S: Please come to my town. You'd love YS. It suits you. Free beer. Free anything. and free sex if you're so inclined....;)

I don't think i've posted, but I got the results to my bone marrow biopsy, and it was completely normal, so no lukemia, bone marrow diseases, ect. I was so glad for that. I don't think I could have handled having some kind of terminal disease. Then again, who could?

I gave my Doc, Doctor Calvo, a hug, telling him he just made me a happy girl.

He did say my spleen is enlarged. A normal spleen is 12 cm, mine was 23cm so he's going to look at this, and my liver, just to make sure this isn't anything wrong with it. Otherwise, he thinks because of my turners i've always had these numbers. I'm going to have an atomic tracer go through my body, and any abnormalities will be shown. One more test. I'm hoping this is the last of them. by god, I will no longer be poked, prodded, drawn from, or scanned.

I go back to my usual doctor sometime later, and this thursday I go to the DENTIST so he can check on my gums. Argh. Not looking foreward to it.

THAT'S ENOUGH FOR MEDICAL STUFF.

Long story short: I'm healthy, i'm not dying. Yay!!

NOW FOR THE GOOD NEWS.

I'm going to be getting an early copy of Anton's band, The Hammerheads actual studio recordings. They're giving away copies, so I sent them an e-mail, telling them that i'd love a copy and to keep up the good work.

I, however, did not tell them to tell anton that I think he's an ass for cutting his hair, and even though I think he is, i'd still hit that with the fury of an incan god who eats hearts and sets them on fire or something. KALI MA.

And I stand by my proclamation that if they made Saw 1,0000 i'd see it.

It was kinda cool, because it was the first one I actually saw in theaters, and not through DVD like I saw the first 5.

Oh, and I love Tobin Bell.

( Pain throws your heart to the ground...Love turns the whole thing around.. )

I don't think I could love him more. ♥

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Just because I love you all ♥

Mixes for the Booze loving trekkie!

I still say Chekov could outdrink Kirk and Uhura...and bones if he really made an effort. Scotty? Nobody can outdrink that scot son of a bitch and I love him for it.

Where's my Wodka?

Will you say to them when I’m gone
"I loved your son for his sturdy arms
We both learned to cradle then live without"
Oh oh oh oh
Live without
Oh oh oh oh
Live without

Will you say when I’m gone away
'Your father’s body was judgment day
We both dove and rose to the riverside"
Oh oh oh oh
Riverside
Oh oh oh oh
Riverside


Iron and Wine is the best goddamned band ever.

This was my childhood. I still want a wolf costume like Max has. I was hesitant to see this because it was Spike Jonze, but...but...

I cried, I laughed, I....felt....I just felt. It was absolutely perfect. The book of my childhood made real, a little dark.

I want to sleep in a monster pile tonight ♥

Five stars, most definitely.

Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art--
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature's patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors--
No--yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever--or else swoon to death.









John Keats is my literary bb, for realz.

DON'T BE HATIN.

I feel like poop on a stick.